August 23, 2006~Saying good byes?

So no mater what you are going to come to a point in your life where you have to let go of someone, something, or just say good-bye... It seems that this just happens so often in my life. And shouldn't you be able to say good-bye before you have to let go? It is really sad to say, but whenever I see a number from a friend back home come across my caller ID I get this gut wrenching feeling deep in my stomach. I know that something horrible has happened. So for all the old crew to get back together, someone has to die? Why is that? I wish I could just keep all of my friends safe, take all the drugs, alcohol, and pain away from them, but then where would they be, where would I be? In the case of Brian I would like to think that he is in a better world then the one he was living in, but who am I to say? I just hope that he is happier where he is now! He will be missed, as long as everyone else we have lost. If you are reading this, please take a minute right now to remember all those you have lost and their impact on your life, no think of the last time you called that old friend from back home or visited them, is it about time? With all my love and deepest prayers: RIP Brian!!